I Miss you and as it gets closer to going to Mexico I am thinking that seeing Arturo and all of them will be hard but I want to make it a nice trip for Scott because he was never there in Mexico and will feel very shut out except for me.. I am hoping I will feel good about this trip.I don't want to just cry and cry.. I saw a man driving a truck yesterday in the side mirror of his truck and I just kept speeding up to look because he looked so much like you.I just wanted to keep looking at him to see you but it wasn't you that was the horrible part. I LOve you my Son and am just wishing this was not true of you being gone..