regina 1st November 2007

good morning to you and you were in my dreams last night but it was only your name..no face, no voice ,just you were mentioned..Sophia feels that you are stuck here.I think you can go back and forth and other places all at once as you please.She was told that by Rico. Rico sees you in the apartment walking around and looking at them..I know that Allison DuBois said you will never leave us and I have been thinking alot about that..I think she meant that even if your physical body is gone your memories,love and spiritual sense is within us forever.We carry on the ability to talk of/about you and maybe for you..it is the physical body that we mourn and miss so much...Your physical body held all that you were... Your earthly beauty,your voice,your ability to sing karaoke,your touching,hugging,kissing us and talking to us telling us how much you loved us..That is what we are wanting and missing.We can't share our joys and sorrows with you for you to comment back and make us feel better or laugh with us.So many things about you are missed...God we love you so much and I can't say it enough because I want to be saying it TO YOU...Miss you Mom