OMG DONNY IM SO UPSET RIGHT NOW.EVEN THOJUGH IM DURNK...I KNOW WHAT IM SAYING AND IT HURTS ME TO KNOW THAT U WILL NEVVVVVVVVVVVVERRRRRRRRRR EVER TELL ME HAPPY BDAY OR NEBODY FOR THAT MATTER. I MISS YOU SO DEEPLY IN MY HEART AND I TRY NOT TO THINK OR TALK ABOUT YOU, BUT I CAN'T HELP IT. EVERY1 PROBABLY THINKS IM OK ABOUT U PASSING BUT DEEP INSIDE IM REALLY NOT. GOD DAMNIT. I'M SO UPSET..I WISH I COULD TLAK TO SOMEONE RIGHT NOW BUT IT'S LATE AND I DON'T WANT TO WAKE NE1 UP...SO IM JUST VENTING ON HERE. THANK YOU MOM FOR MAKING THIS PAGE...I LOVE THE FACT THAT WE ONLY CAN SEE THIS TO HIM...SO WE CAN EXPRESS OUR FEELINGS.....WITHOUT NE1 READING IT BUT YOU AND TONY....I AM DEEPLY SAD RIGHT NOW ABOUT THIS DONNY. I JUST WANT TO TALK TO YOU LIKE I USED TO AND EVEN THOUGH ITS MY 21ST BDAY...I DON'T CARE ABOUT THAT...IT JUST SUX BC UR NOT GOING TO BE HERE FOR NETHING NEMORE. IM DONE..................................:((((( GNIGHT