Donny today has been a really good day and I don't want to but I feel a little guilty for not feeling sad about you today.Maybe you don't want me to be sad...Sometimes i think about gruesome things like what does your body look like now in the casket? Or I know that you can't feel it but I don't like the idea of you being in the cold ground..Stupid thoughts but I still miss you and love you so much.I hope you will be coming to see me in my dreams soon...