Here I am again telling you off for the pain I am feeling and causing by being angry...There is such frustration that as each day goes by I am not feeling better but more angry at the world when it should be anger at you but this makes me feel guilty.....I have had a cold for 2 weeks now that is lingering because my immune system is down due to my being sad.I just feel a mess and last night my mother was even trying to talk some sense into me and even though I know she was right in every single thing she said I still felt/feel sorry for myself as though everyone is to blame for the way I feel.Donny you're at peace and I am left tormented.Not that I want to hurt myself but I am sick of the way I feel mentally,physically and emotionally. How can I and when will it get better????