mom, I felt the same way about digging him up, but we won't/can't do that. I wish you didn't feel guilty for being mad at donny the day he passed away. We didn't think he was serious since he used to do that a lot. I know it hurts and I'm sure that's why U ARE NOT seeing donny! He probably wants to give you comfort and happiness right now, but it's not coming through bc ur emotions are up and down so much . Donny we all miss you so much and love you. We wish you could have been happy here on earth, but I guess you wern't. Sweet dreams donny...... Love you