I stopped at your grave on the way home and sat on the ground and just kept saying to you that I can't believe you are here in the ground while the sun is shining and birds are flying around and people are whizzing about in their daily lives but not you...Why???? Donny you know I have written some emails to Jorge but I haven't talked much to Arturo.I have tried calling him and he hasn't been there.. And Katie hasn't tried to contact me in any way shape or form since we saw her on her birthday the 13th more than 2 weeks ago!!! I feel as though we don't matter to her but I have felt this way before when she wouldn't talk to us for awhile...I just have to try not to take it so personally.